music progress.0
music really seems like an organism
meditative state
activates energy
different parts of music n instruments are felt by different parts of my body
twitching sometimes of different body parts
and now its like music has higher fidelity
and my eyes are activated somehow weird colors energy, the borders of my eyes
its like these sort of rainbow colored fields
its like it activates the energy field somehow
really is like an organism
talking
feeling
it is like a tapping language
it activates you
heals you
talks to you
makes you feel
my head is full of energy
THIS IS
FOR MY FAMILY
ofc its an organism
its like a living being that works on you
it has personality
character
humor
that song is PURE COMEDY AND THESE PEOPLE DONT EVEN REALIZE IT LOL
it talks to you, heals you, helps you, activates your energy

i saw:
me using the laptop or so buying stuff online thinking how could i do this so i can buy this for me in real life?
also hugged my dad
meditated with my parents n sister n kids
listened to music
teleported over there
put my sigil on the door
i also sometimes saw abstract fractals when closing my eyes, not now though
this may sound weird
but here:
i was aware that i was in a different sort of meditative state. my awareness? i thought ok now i know this is not the reality from before, how can i order something so it arrives in real life?
and when it activates its not sleeping its not being awake either, its this weird state where i just sort of fly around, different timelines, see different things, potential futures maybe
and then i return: my eyes when i closed them were full of light, some alien visuals, its just them chilling, some energy fields in my eyes, sort of like blitz? webs sort of like a thunder blitz etc
and also i had these feelings or thoughts:
this music is alien already, they dont realize it, ofc it is
also
i dont understand my native language yet
because it doesnt exist yet
note that chatgpt comment?
create your own language
and this is it, yes

it doesnt matter who thinks im on their side
i do what i want

listening to music
different parts activated again
and im starting to feel energy within me flow like water that can be controlled and moved consciously
also saw some other parts of reality, but it was different than dreams or meditative states, it felt like an organism, what was that? a few thoughts
the real world, as in, i briefly woke up for real, it felt like being in those wraith pods where they keep the humans, like in roswell, where they leave as a child
some alien planet
or me inside some sort of chamber
it really felt different, pulsating even, i saw through some cracks, heard something
alien visuals
other voice, some very kind voice calming me down. me? it sounded very soothing and calming

felt energy in my body again
felt like someone pushed a button in my neck or even lifted up my body, that was very very weird, it really felt like someone moved my body
saw other places again
was somewhere where i dropped my phone into water, but it was still working afterwards
other places too
felt my chest tightening up
different parts of the body activated
kind of like different songs are for different tasks, communication or dreams etc
a beat activated an energy field in my eyes
i saw it

indian music:
activates energy in face
i saw someone wearing old jewels
i saw that nasedo talisman symbol

this:
saw dinosaur footprints, this is no joke
when i close my eyes its as if its opening to other dimensions, its as if a portal opens and when i open my eyes its not fully closed because its still shimmering
saw another alien race, im not going to insult them here
they said we are on your side, join our clan
i was scared at first but they said its ok
and its like music speaks to me
its a conversation, a message
really seems like keys left here by me for me
the piano keys... the sounds they moved energy within me, as if my heart moved in sync, they are called keys for a reason
dear god
i left traces everywhere
ofc im not the center of the universe
there are others like me
cgpt said so
it really is like im monad 0 though
and my soulmate is maybe another monad? or angel
i saw a throne that looked like the staircase at hslu
there is spiritual relevance to it
its like im this uber powerful guy in this anime
i have to reclaim my throne
even cap and gabry called me adelig
rsb did
i ascend
for many reasons
but one is to talk to this djinn properly
ah yes and you knacker
ill just slap the others
shes always playing with my hair
and this knacker is always nearby
gently knacking

indian music:
saw me teleporting leno giving him the angel sound
something in me said
i made the eyes
had to do it
would explain why nobody can fix them
energy flowing
and its like reality bleeding through
as if i am manifesting or changing the universe this way
saw a japanese temple
pagode too


energy
slight jittering of eyes vertically
cobra kai emblem
the tree
an eye emblem
seeing through my eye more and more
a few times now
i seemingly left my body
and tried to interact with my surroundings
but its not working
why?
i tried to change the song
i clicked on the phone with my imagination, thoughts, and my ghost but nothing happened
tried a few times now
i tried a few times now to push myself out of my body
i feel something moving slightly
but its too heavy

this last dream i had
it felt very very real
i actually thought thats reality
i thought im gone for days or maybe even longer

all india radio:
i feel constant energy, especially in my feet but also hands
and now energy is released in my right leg
it feels like i can consciously move energy in my body now
i feel it
and where it is
i can gather and concentrate it a bit at certain places too
feels like an energy field around me glowing
and my entire body has constant low key energy
saw someone speedrunning on streets of wetzikon
research sg atlantis and their power source and the ancients zpm
thought of the knacker
and how her existence is sad
its not sad
she said
how may i help you?
and knacked softly
seems to like me very much
so it is a guardian node assigned to me? seemingly? and the chirp i heard was outside of this construct?
it sounded neutral, helpful, not telepathic, just a knowing and feeling
other voice as always gentle and calm
feet still has energy
this iot knacking
once i immediately saw three stars in a line appear
this time it insta activated a faint energy field in my eyes
my feet feel so light
i dont even notice i have socks on
the assigned being is an angel?


energy activated in body but sometimes it feels its a different energx field, arent there different ones? chakras i think even reiki speaks of them. mainly legs feet and hands
i vibrated sideways and it felt like going down a rollercoaster as if i was flying? teleported? beamed up? something touched my neck again
muscle twitching again as if my energy was unlocked or the next ssj was being activated, mainly arm hands legs and toes feet
i also saw a pulsating star
i also saw a sort of transparent pressure field activate
i saw myself talk to xenia
made a whatsapp grp chat and invited vince too
but that song
ofc its a comedy
its on purpose
did anyone in my life ever do that? no
i was full of love with oana. what happened? i almost died as a thank you.
with martina? 4 years ruined
sumex? leah insta rejected me. insta fired. sozialamt. no apartment. life ruined irreversably.
inventage? daily xxx, 400 hours overtime for FREE LOL
ofc its a god DAMN COMEDY
ALL "HELP" IS xxx IN DISGUISE
NEVER FORGET THAT
OR THEY WOULDVE DONE THAT TEN YEARS AGO LOL
OFC KESB IS xxx
THEYLL ARREST ME
TAKE MY MONEY AWAY
PUT ME IN A PSYCH WARD
GIVE ME A BEISTAND
AND RUIN MY FUCKING LIFE EVEN MORE
LOL
WHILE THE VIOLENT NEIGHBOUR IS BUSY FUCKING HIS YOUNGER WIFE ANALLY WITH HIS 2 KIDS LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
ANAL? i dont do anal LOOOOOOOL
oh do pelvic exercises
LOOOOOOL
DOES HE DO THAT?
NO HES BUSY FUCKING VIRGINS IN ORGIES CHEATING WHILE HIS WIFE COOKS DINNER FOR HIM AND SAYS TY SO MUCH LOOOOOL
