meditation progress
daily meditative state like gurdjeff says is best
i am doing gurdjeff more and more
but meditation itself too

was somewhere else many times
chatted with my mother
some guy around here
and some other places
many visions
once slightly bumped my leg into a cat and even felt it here, tbh it felt like being there in person, i even moved consciously over there but apparently lack control still, i felt the cat with my leg.... i was like there, moving...
also felt it here touching something else
body twitching but maybe just an attack
my head twitches sometimes weirdly
light got brighter again no idea why
closed eyes also brighter
my eyes do seem to have modalities
glowing angel symbols puffy
amber/dark with alien visuals
night vision
long stare remote viewing white
translucent
purple
flashing eye grids
and when i see the reality triangles...
and when i see from behind reality even that
now its all amber
sometimes its all sparkly
i laugh i see sparks
not in my eyes but reality...
its like igniting something
and when im gone i completely leave this body
saw half moon and heart white soft glowing, both little cute soft puffy they appear and disappear, really felt like love, djinn stroking me softly ty
half moon a few times
also chocolate heart i guess mind or eye attack or djinn i dont know
opened my eyes
amber flashing rainbow grid
even now
tbh its very weird
its like i am behind myself and reality
its like everything is amber now
there is no amber light source
