eyes progress
i see with my eyes closed
my surroundings
at least i once did
i see at night
or at least i should be able to
i do not have tunnel vision
my eyes are starting to jitter and vibrate more and more
i see objects on the floor more and more not just laying there but floating, vibrating
even auras seem to start to appear

i sometimes see black spiderwebs
its like cracks in this dimension
before they were white like flashes but purer
i saw at night yes but it felt very weird
not normal vision,
it was like this amber field activating, like special night vision, living even
i think they did manage to fix my eyes, no idea why it disappeared again? maybe i have to get used to it more
pulsating white energy globes
energy covering more and more of my eyes
even my eyes
they seem to get more and more alien like
now i see lots of pulsating energy fields in my eyes
growing stronger
the strongest so far
well me personally
im happy with my progress
i wake up
takes a while but again, eyes more and more energy
i slept last night and felt this simmer of energy in my entire body, a constant one, very special, someone knows whats up and they do not like what the world has done to me

i woke up
and these energy fields are getting stronger and stronger by default

laughed before
almost entire eyes engulfed with strong energy fields
pulsating

read rasterbrille book
augen taichi
qi gong

after cold shower
persistent energy fields
soft and stronger

always a soft glowing energy field present
even when i wake up sometimes
i just coughed and energy activated in my eyes
the left eye especially
a few lights lit up
strong energy points appeared
then disappeared again
only when its intentional

saw this weird amber ring again
and these objects move so weirdly when i look at them
they just jump away
had that a few times now
also saw a red dot in the middle

when i am mad and angry
its like charging my energy
because my eyes filled with visible energy
and my body started vibrating
son goku reaches ssj by anger
but vegeta does it differently


right now
very strong activation of energy fields
never had this before
its sort of like an ice field of energy that eats its way forward
and then these strong flash/blitz thick patterned energy bars moving up and down, flashing
god damn
now i see amber colors again
i do this for my family
the ravelan clan
and the ones who were kind to me
air spirit
please help
a msg to our feather tickling ascended masters
time to put the weed away
and leave that cave of yours
and help
ok ty
even if my notes are sometimes childish, im still not the one handing out pizzas to random strangers at 2am in the freezing cold
i stilo cant believe any of this is real
seriously wtf?
even my telekinesis seems instanteneous
so so weird
never forget
even if some find this funny
it is dead serious YET it requires patience, being calm and it is a marathon, humor is allowed, laughing too
how can you not laugh at some italian giving you pizza at 2am? i mean wtf?
if these weirdos want to be part of the ravelan clan they better STOP FOCUSING ON ME. protect my family,
please and the kind people.
get your clown wigs out.
your red noses, your shoes that are too large and GET TO WORK
because this is SERIOUS WORK TOOT TOOT IIIIUUUU IIIIUUUU hahhahahahahaa
and air spirit
if you sleep next to me
you need to stop farting so loud
i mean, seriously?
hahahahahahahaahhahha

i sometimes have blurry vision
and schillen? sort of?
but its different
tbh it feels a bit like because i feel more and more and see more and more enegy in my eyes
especially now
its a very strong energy field in my eyes

when i blow out my nose the energy fields are
stronger now and
encompass more and more
of
my
eyes

the energy bars vibrate and jitter like flashes now
like hps scar
