air spirit
never forget this
anyone who controls people i like is abusive
the air spirit is not welcome here
she controlled my mother
any many women i interacted with
the djinn can stay

if anyone cared
i would see my parents and leno daily
why do i have to ascend
while the biggest are busy fucking?

all of this will lead to:
everyone leaving
except the djinn and knacker
thats the end goal

i ascend
to protect my family
and destroy anyone in my way

why are you here carer
why?
no idea
i have no idea
why anyone came
i did nothing of value in my 20s
and nobody cared
nobody
suddenly the world acts like omg hes so important?
weird

find us? no ill just stop using IT
why was taste match scared? im on their side
i didnt hack them
and i dont care about hacking
why would i be on someones side preventing me from working for someone trying to make the world a better place
i could live near leno now
xxx
EVERYONE

if you want to stay air spirit
now is the time to do something properly
and not this feather 
go help my family
leno
xenia
my parents

ofc the air spirit is xxx
how did that fucking psycho ever help me?
why are you here?

ofc EVERYTHING is xxx
name one good day in my life?
THERE IS NONE
there was never help by ANYONE
sumex? no
unia? no
police? no
women? no

i really have no idea why anyone ever came
why is the djinn here? i have no idea
why is anyone here?
i guess i am thankful i have support on many levels
its just very weird all of this
the air spirit does whatever she wants anyway
and the others? no idea
free free? yet they continue
these are adults
why send me mini chocolate packets? after ive given up on kids in my early 20s?
what 36yo in his right mind wants kids after all hes been through?