how to charge energy
get insanely mad and energy starts flowing
it seems to concentrate in my heart then flow outwards
when im extremely mad: my eyes are full of energy pulsating fields, i feel it in my heart, it is activated differently, its like the energy pump instead of the blood pump
again
insanely mad
its deep within me
instantly lots of energy especially in my eyes
and i see dark black spiderwebs of reality again
hpmor said there is this dark black evil inside all of us
hp in hpmor was like me, he sometimes became insanely evil
when people are scared
their animal instincts kick in
and they behave like little animals
it really is like tension or release of my muscles activate or release energy
going to the toilet, masturbation, yelling, being internally mad
ONWARDS TO VICTORY DJINN
